Day to Day

My days have become copies of themselves, a repetitive cycle of recurring moments. For the most part my days will involve going to work, followed by the gym, then reading or writing for a while until dinner and then in the evening watch tv/movies and then get into bed and repeat.

In some ways I am relieved to be without any real stressors, there is no drama or unnecessary events to deal with. However it can feel as if you are not getting the most of your finite existence.

I know that the internet and what you see is not reality but it can give you a sense that you are missing out on something, an anxiousness of being left behind. You do your day to day routine for weeks, months, years and it can all feel as if it might be leading to something in the long run. Yet that is not true, there isn't necessarily going to be anything at the end of it all. 

This does not mean however that your efforts and time are being wasted. I do rather enjoy the comfort of knowing how the day will play out. I am living it in a way which I do find entertaining and challenging. It's great to go to the gym, work on my writing and to try out watching movies or shows I haven't yet gotten round to watching yet. 

Life is constantly switching between stop and go, there will be times that you are constantly taking in new experiences and times when you aren't.